wow.... ive not blogged in months... oops
BUUT... thats because ive started my new life at UNI!!! life at Nottingham as a student of Interior Architecture student is so hectic, the work load is massive!!! BOXES!!! ARGH! Freshers was mad, and ive met some really awesome people here....
Im not promising anything but i will try to blog more.....
Im suprised ive not gained weight...
bye for now!
Sunday, 30 October 2011
Monday, 12 September 2011
I FREAKING LOVE CL!!!
hi there... :)
haha that just reminded me of Natalie Tran from Community channel... If you dont know what im on about search community channel on youtube, she is hilar!
Anyways, i am obsessed with CL from 2NE1. Mainly because i BLOODY love 2ne1 and she is the leady but i love how BADASS she is!! Must meet her and 2NE1!!! I MUST!!
haha that just reminded me of Natalie Tran from Community channel... If you dont know what im on about search community channel on youtube, she is hilar!
Anyways, i am obsessed with CL from 2NE1. Mainly because i BLOODY love 2ne1 and she is the leady but i love how BADASS she is!! Must meet her and 2NE1!!! I MUST!!
Monday, 5 September 2011
i need a camera!!!!
its been a week.... so what have i been up to? FREAKING LOADS THATS WHUT!!!!
nah, not really, but i have done quite a bit :)
So i went to the airport with dad on tuesday and we waited for hours.... like 4 hours! and then it turned 9 something and we gave up, with dad getting in a mood and saying they can go catch a bloody taxi...
Turns out, my dad miss read the paper with the dates my mom and brother arrive at england and turns out they arrive on wednesday not the tuesday! FML was all i was thinking.... i wasted all those hours of sleep because of my dads stupidity!
Anyways i went to pick her up the next day which was quick ( only took about half an hour) and then i had to go do a 10 hour shift because strangely my dad volunteered me to do it ( and yes, it was horrible).
Friday was awesome! went to rachels early 19th bday thing and we went to loads of different bars etc. I had so much fun meeting new people and dancing! id thought because of the amount of yummy cocktails i consumed and the shot of vodka id gain weight but infact i lost weight because of all the dancing! YAY! ^.^
here are some of the pictures i took on my iphone...
This proves that i really need a digital camera and my mom said shes give me hers for uni ( since i kinda suggested that my course at uni required me to have a camera for taking picture for research etc etc)...
Today i went and met up with connor and mandy and watched the inbetweeners film. it was bloody hilarious, considering i'd never even watched the show but this convinced me to go watch it! I went with mandy to wasabi and ate a big bowl of ramen with roast pork and 3 plates of sushi... i was so full after it!!! its soo worth the money but i wasnt sure if the calories were worth it... but whats done is done.... i'd also tried a match green tea bubble tea which was flipping awesome, i got it from the new stand in the arndale called "I love BoBo tea"....
My weight currently stands at 11st 12lbs.... :)
nah, not really, but i have done quite a bit :)
So i went to the airport with dad on tuesday and we waited for hours.... like 4 hours! and then it turned 9 something and we gave up, with dad getting in a mood and saying they can go catch a bloody taxi...
Turns out, my dad miss read the paper with the dates my mom and brother arrive at england and turns out they arrive on wednesday not the tuesday! FML was all i was thinking.... i wasted all those hours of sleep because of my dads stupidity!
Anyways i went to pick her up the next day which was quick ( only took about half an hour) and then i had to go do a 10 hour shift because strangely my dad volunteered me to do it ( and yes, it was horrible).
Friday was awesome! went to rachels early 19th bday thing and we went to loads of different bars etc. I had so much fun meeting new people and dancing! id thought because of the amount of yummy cocktails i consumed and the shot of vodka id gain weight but infact i lost weight because of all the dancing! YAY! ^.^
here are some of the pictures i took on my iphone...
Today i went and met up with connor and mandy and watched the inbetweeners film. it was bloody hilarious, considering i'd never even watched the show but this convinced me to go watch it! I went with mandy to wasabi and ate a big bowl of ramen with roast pork and 3 plates of sushi... i was so full after it!!! its soo worth the money but i wasnt sure if the calories were worth it... but whats done is done.... i'd also tried a match green tea bubble tea which was flipping awesome, i got it from the new stand in the arndale called "I love BoBo tea"....
My weight currently stands at 11st 12lbs.... :)
Monday, 29 August 2011
Tired...
So got up at 5, got out of the house at 5.20 ish and reached te airport to find out my mums flight doesn't arrive until 7.35 ... Yay...
bored...
its been a week... sigh.... im bored....
so yesterday was emotional, came with my friend to the airport to wave him goodbye at the airport.. and it was not a happy day since he will not come back to the uk ever again. so it was quite sad when we gave each other a last hug and then a hug from his girlfriend (mandy). i couldnt really cry or anything, but i know i was quite sad at the prospect of not seeing him for a long time. Mandy couldnt even cry as well, but she said she was too tired to cry... i guess she probably cried later... its was also a very emotional day for shang, i could see his eyes watering ( the guy who doesnt cry at all) and i was thinking "omg, its really it isnt it..."
But i do know that i will see him again, hopefully i will get a job and save enough money to visit him in china...
And right now im not doing anything, just watched incredibles, worked out ( jogged today) and ate. Nothing special about today... i do wish i owned a camera though, so i could take more pictures ( i liked it when i stole my sisters camera and took pictures of mandys birthday XD ) then i could post more pictures on my blog :(
Right now, my weight currently stands at 12st 1lb which is good progress but still a bit to go ...
Mums coming back tomorrow... going to the airport AGAIN. oh dear, not going to get any sleep arent i?
so yesterday was emotional, came with my friend to the airport to wave him goodbye at the airport.. and it was not a happy day since he will not come back to the uk ever again. so it was quite sad when we gave each other a last hug and then a hug from his girlfriend (mandy). i couldnt really cry or anything, but i know i was quite sad at the prospect of not seeing him for a long time. Mandy couldnt even cry as well, but she said she was too tired to cry... i guess she probably cried later... its was also a very emotional day for shang, i could see his eyes watering ( the guy who doesnt cry at all) and i was thinking "omg, its really it isnt it..."
But i do know that i will see him again, hopefully i will get a job and save enough money to visit him in china...
And right now im not doing anything, just watched incredibles, worked out ( jogged today) and ate. Nothing special about today... i do wish i owned a camera though, so i could take more pictures ( i liked it when i stole my sisters camera and took pictures of mandys birthday XD ) then i could post more pictures on my blog :(
Right now, my weight currently stands at 12st 1lb which is good progress but still a bit to go ...
Mums coming back tomorrow... going to the airport AGAIN. oh dear, not going to get any sleep arent i?
Sunday, 21 August 2011
sigh...
its going to take me ages to reach my goal...... im about 12st 5 i think, and my goal is 10 st.... but must not give up!
mandy's birthday meal!
The following days after results day had been quite nice, after receiving my grades that allowed me to go to university in September i was quite sure i wasn't going to be celebrating it much. But the next day me and a group of friends from college went into the city to celebrate with a meal and drinks afterwards. I really enjoyed the meal, the steak was excellent! Too bad i eat quite slowly ( ive only noticed this now! ) and was quite full that i couldn't eat the chips on the plate. the price ? £16.99 . Omg, it was a bit pricey but sure worth it! We later went to a different restaurant and sat in the bar section, and had amazing cocktails ( Sex on the beach) and had a few shots. :)
the Day after that i went to celebrate my best friend Mandy's birthday, and again we went for a meal out at La Tasca, a Spanish restaurant in Deans gate, Manchester. Was pretty good, the tapas dishes looked really small but it definitely filled me up!
the Day after that i went to celebrate my best friend Mandy's birthday, and again we went for a meal out at La Tasca, a Spanish restaurant in Deans gate, Manchester. Was pretty good, the tapas dishes looked really small but it definitely filled me up!
Heres me and mandy
Amazing cocktails
Rachel and Matt
the couple , mandy and shang :)
FOOD
Camwhoring in tesco
us again...
group photo back at shangs flat for more drinks! ( noticed i got skinner!)
So had a great time with everyone, not sure how much weight i had put on but i dont think id put on that much :) ive also noticed how my body had shrunk but i have the CHUBBIEST CHEEKS EVER!!! argh!!! need to maintain working out! i will lose it eventually! LOL
Friday, 19 August 2011
hmm slight change...
ive been thinking....
Im going to change the way i blog here... and noo im not going to quit blogging entirely, or quit blogging about weight loss but i think im going to blog more things that are not to do with weight loss and change it to a more general blog/weight loss blog.
I want to do this so ill have more things to add to my blog, blogging about my weight loss does have its limits and i dont exactly have much to blog about it.
Im going to change the way i blog here... and noo im not going to quit blogging entirely, or quit blogging about weight loss but i think im going to blog more things that are not to do with weight loss and change it to a more general blog/weight loss blog.
I want to do this so ill have more things to add to my blog, blogging about my weight loss does have its limits and i dont exactly have much to blog about it.
YAY!
OMG A Level results day was yesterday (18/08/2011) and i was feeling really nervous about it. i was so nervous i trip over myself on the way to college and once i got into college and got the envelope containing my grades that will forever decide my future i couldn't bring myself to open it! But i eventually did and....
A* B B !!!! OH MY FUCKING GOD. i cant believe that i did so well!. Thats more than enough to get into my course, which required 320 ucas points ( e.g. ABB/AAC/A*BC) and for a moment i actually thought it was a mistake since i felt i did really bad in the summer exams... which wasn't the case as i got an A in the drama exam (thank god i spent endless hours going through my script and annotating etc)
Ucas was flipping annoying, i knew i got onto my chosen course but i wanted to see it confirm... waited 4 hours to log in as ucas was crap and underestimated the amount of people trying to log in yesterday. But i finally did and i got the confirmation! :)
Congratulations! Your place at Nottingham Trent University (N91) to study Interior Architecture and Design (W250) has been confirmed.
That was in fact the best day ever and i cant wait to start my course, on my way to becoming an interior architect!
In other news regarding my weight loss, im currently at 12st 5lbs which is awesome ! ive also had alot of nice comments about my weight loss yesterday, from college friends that i haven't seen since April/may.
A* B B !!!! OH MY FUCKING GOD. i cant believe that i did so well!. Thats more than enough to get into my course, which required 320 ucas points ( e.g. ABB/AAC/A*BC) and for a moment i actually thought it was a mistake since i felt i did really bad in the summer exams... which wasn't the case as i got an A in the drama exam (thank god i spent endless hours going through my script and annotating etc)
Ucas was flipping annoying, i knew i got onto my chosen course but i wanted to see it confirm... waited 4 hours to log in as ucas was crap and underestimated the amount of people trying to log in yesterday. But i finally did and i got the confirmation! :)
Congratulations! Your place at Nottingham Trent University (N91) to study Interior Architecture and Design (W250) has been confirmed.
That was in fact the best day ever and i cant wait to start my course, on my way to becoming an interior architect!
In other news regarding my weight loss, im currently at 12st 5lbs which is awesome ! ive also had alot of nice comments about my weight loss yesterday, from college friends that i haven't seen since April/may.
Tuesday, 2 August 2011
Changing my goals
so ever sine I've started changing my eating habits and exercise routine I've lost about 3 stones , from 16st 4lbs to 12st 12 lbs. This seems like a good achievement, and it is.. It's just that I still feel so fat even with the weightloss . Ofcourse Im still overweight, but I don't think that getting down to 11st will be good enough for me. so I have decided to lower the goal to 10 st and see where I go with it. I've also extended the time it takes to reach this target, I've Put it to December basically till christmas to reach this goal.
Hopefully, I can lose 3 stones by this time :)
Hopefully, I can lose 3 stones by this time :)
Monday, 1 August 2011
one more small goal accomplished
So its been a long time since I've posted anything on this blog, and that is based totally me being lazy.
Have i done much these past 2 weeks then regarding to losing weight? Well I've not done anything out of the ordinary, and kept with losing weight. The only thing would be that last week I went out to eat buffet with some friends and later on the day I went out jogging for the longest I've ever had. The following days we horrific. My legs were sore from that previous night and carried on for 2 days.
Life in the summer holidays isn't very exciting, especially with me starting to be anxious about the near upcoming exam results day on the 18th of August.
On a positive note however, i finally achieved my small target weight of 13st! This means i have about 2 stones to lose before i feel that I might be in the healthy BMI zone. Nevertheless, I may have to lose a bit more than that if I see fit that it isn't enough.
Songs i have been listening to:
Have i done much these past 2 weeks then regarding to losing weight? Well I've not done anything out of the ordinary, and kept with losing weight. The only thing would be that last week I went out to eat buffet with some friends and later on the day I went out jogging for the longest I've ever had. The following days we horrific. My legs were sore from that previous night and carried on for 2 days.
Life in the summer holidays isn't very exciting, especially with me starting to be anxious about the near upcoming exam results day on the 18th of August.
On a positive note however, i finally achieved my small target weight of 13st! This means i have about 2 stones to lose before i feel that I might be in the healthy BMI zone. Nevertheless, I may have to lose a bit more than that if I see fit that it isn't enough.
Songs i have been listening to:
And i have been listening to the new 2NE1 mini album!
BYE FOR NOW!
Tuesday, 19 July 2011
step it up!
Hi guys!
its been a week since i last posted a blog. So what have i been up to this past week? Well like i mentioned last week i went to a park to have picnic with friends, and it was so much fun! We went to heaton park in manchester which is a MASSIVE park, and we got to walk around and see all the animals ( AWWW!)
We reached the childrens play area and we had our picnic. There was soo much junk food! i couldnt help but eat some of the junk food!! Im soo sorry!!! XD but seriously, i dont actually mind it too much, i felt i should have deserved something like this since ive been making such good progress.... The play area was soo much fun! It had a big massive slide and me and my "18 year old" friends ran around like we were 5. LOL
I did regret it a bit the day after because i gained 2 pounds after that, but considering the junk food i ate i was suprised i didnt gain 5 pounds! i wasnt as easy to work it off like the cocktail party though, although i managed to work of the 2 pounds, so im back to 13sts 5 lbs.
I weighed myself today.... 13st 4lbs! Ooooooh!thats 1 lb less! this meant i did lose 3lbs last week but because i gained 2lbs i only ended losing 1 lb in total... Better stay on the healthy side in the upcoming weeks!
I also took my mum and my brother the the aiport, as theyre going on holiday to Vietnam. Man, i wish i was going with them, Manchester seems so crap lately!!
Fave songs im recently listening to...
Demi lovato - Skyscraper
I LOVE THIS SONG! i have been replaying this song over and over and over again!!!! She has a really beautiful voice and i prefer her doing more pop/rnb than the pop rock music since her voice stands out more :)
Leonis Lewis - Collide
Great song, loving the dance track she decided to do!
T-ara - Roly Poly
Im also loving this great track! it has that retro 80's dance vibe to it and its so catchy! i loved it so much i had to get the EP (John Travolta Wannabe) Have been listening to the EP and its good !!!!
Ok bye for now!
its been a week since i last posted a blog. So what have i been up to this past week? Well like i mentioned last week i went to a park to have picnic with friends, and it was so much fun! We went to heaton park in manchester which is a MASSIVE park, and we got to walk around and see all the animals ( AWWW!)
We reached the childrens play area and we had our picnic. There was soo much junk food! i couldnt help but eat some of the junk food!! Im soo sorry!!! XD but seriously, i dont actually mind it too much, i felt i should have deserved something like this since ive been making such good progress.... The play area was soo much fun! It had a big massive slide and me and my "18 year old" friends ran around like we were 5. LOL
I did regret it a bit the day after because i gained 2 pounds after that, but considering the junk food i ate i was suprised i didnt gain 5 pounds! i wasnt as easy to work it off like the cocktail party though, although i managed to work of the 2 pounds, so im back to 13sts 5 lbs.
I weighed myself today.... 13st 4lbs! Ooooooh!thats 1 lb less! this meant i did lose 3lbs last week but because i gained 2lbs i only ended losing 1 lb in total... Better stay on the healthy side in the upcoming weeks!
I also took my mum and my brother the the aiport, as theyre going on holiday to Vietnam. Man, i wish i was going with them, Manchester seems so crap lately!!
Fave songs im recently listening to...
Demi lovato - Skyscraper
I LOVE THIS SONG! i have been replaying this song over and over and over again!!!! She has a really beautiful voice and i prefer her doing more pop/rnb than the pop rock music since her voice stands out more :)
Leonis Lewis - Collide
Great song, loving the dance track she decided to do!
T-ara - Roly Poly
Im also loving this great track! it has that retro 80's dance vibe to it and its so catchy! i loved it so much i had to get the EP (John Travolta Wannabe) Have been listening to the EP and its good !!!!
Ok bye for now!
Monday, 11 July 2011
Next big disaster...
So current weight is at 13st 5lbs. Wow.. Just so much had my weight changed in te past week from gaining weight to losing more..
Tomorrow I'm going to heaton park to hang out and have a picnic. Yup, more chance for me to gain weight ! My plan is to try limit to amount of junk so I won't gain weight.. Good luck to me I guess ...
Tomorrow I'm going to heaton park to hang out and have a picnic. Yup, more chance for me to gain weight ! My plan is to try limit to amount of junk so I won't gain weight.. Good luck to me I guess ...
Sunday, 10 July 2011
bleh...
So, another late night blog again... but this is probably the best time i usually am able to blog since its when i have nothing to do and are able to reflect on things..
So as you know, going to the cocktail party was fun and had met up with a high school friend and his girlfriend. My best buddy recently came back from his 2 week bar school course in which he learnt everything from basics to professional in becoming a bartender. So the cocktails he made were AMAZING!!! I had to have some, even though i was constantly trying to limit the amount i could drink. i drunk 2 cocktails, i cant remember the other but one of them was a simple screwdriver ( OJ + Vodka), gine+ tonic and a tequila shot. Trust me, i had the LEAST, and yet the following day i gained 2 pounds! FML!!!!
After that, i worked my ass of and i mannaged to work off the extra 2 pounds... i wont post my current weight because i will wait until the morning to find out my current weight :)
Another annoying thing was that my best buddy Shang had drunk the most alchohol (even though he was the bartender! XD ) and got absolutley wasted yet after weighing himself today we saw that he LOST weight. WHAAT!! why!!!! that is unfair!!!! he drank so much alcohol yet he loses weight? Is he an alien? bloody crazy metabolism this guy has!!
It really does make me upset, the fact i will forever always need to watch my calorie intake and exercise regulary and is easily able to put on weight but there will be the lucky people (shang) that will never have to struggle. ever. Im still determined though, i WILL NOT let being obese becoming who i am! (i actually crossed over to the "overweight" band on the BMI graph! so happy!)
Being a fan of Bubzbeauty (watch her! http://www.youtube.com/user/bubzbeauty) i have read her online blog on her website (http://www.bubzbeauty.com/) i liked that she posted her fave song at the moment on every post. So i might try it :)
Favourite song/songs at the moment:
Britney Spears Ft Will.I. Am ,Big Fat Bass
Amazing, catchy song!!!
Dev , In the Dark
I loved her in "like a G6" and her debut was really good "Bass Down Low" and this song is no exception :)
Hyuna, Bubblepop
This kpop song is soo catchy!!!!
So as you know, going to the cocktail party was fun and had met up with a high school friend and his girlfriend. My best buddy recently came back from his 2 week bar school course in which he learnt everything from basics to professional in becoming a bartender. So the cocktails he made were AMAZING!!! I had to have some, even though i was constantly trying to limit the amount i could drink. i drunk 2 cocktails, i cant remember the other but one of them was a simple screwdriver ( OJ + Vodka), gine+ tonic and a tequila shot. Trust me, i had the LEAST, and yet the following day i gained 2 pounds! FML!!!!
After that, i worked my ass of and i mannaged to work off the extra 2 pounds... i wont post my current weight because i will wait until the morning to find out my current weight :)
Another annoying thing was that my best buddy Shang had drunk the most alchohol (even though he was the bartender! XD ) and got absolutley wasted yet after weighing himself today we saw that he LOST weight. WHAAT!! why!!!! that is unfair!!!! he drank so much alcohol yet he loses weight? Is he an alien? bloody crazy metabolism this guy has!!
It really does make me upset, the fact i will forever always need to watch my calorie intake and exercise regulary and is easily able to put on weight but there will be the lucky people (shang) that will never have to struggle. ever. Im still determined though, i WILL NOT let being obese becoming who i am! (i actually crossed over to the "overweight" band on the BMI graph! so happy!)
Being a fan of Bubzbeauty (watch her! http://www.youtube.com/user/bubzbeauty) i have read her online blog on her website (http://www.bubzbeauty.com/) i liked that she posted her fave song at the moment on every post. So i might try it :)
Favourite song/songs at the moment:
Britney Spears Ft Will.I. Am ,Big Fat Bass
Amazing, catchy song!!!
Dev , In the Dark
I loved her in "like a G6" and her debut was really good "Bass Down Low" and this song is no exception :)
Hyuna, Bubblepop
This kpop song is soo catchy!!!!
Thursday, 7 July 2011
REGRET!!!
ARGH!! i got invited into a cocktail party last night, and with everyone drinking alchohol i had to drink some aswell....
who knew i would regret it soo much, as ive gained 3lbs from last night! D:
who knew i would regret it soo much, as ive gained 3lbs from last night! D:
Tuesday, 5 July 2011
Drinks!?
So new weight as of Monday : 13 st 10lbs!!! Woo! I am chuffed, step by step I get towards my goal. It's funny how this time last year I would've never thought I'd ever reach down towards the 13 st range! It goes to show my hard work is working! Now I need to try get to 13st..
Tomorrow im attending my friends cocktail party, meaning drinks, and lots of alcoholic drinks! Eek!! I'm anxious about that, I don't want to be messing up my plan to lose weight! My friend says it's alright i won't gain any weight but how does he know?! He's always been really slim and has never put any weight on no matter what the guy eats! I can't afford to mess up my progress, not now :(
Tomorrow im attending my friends cocktail party, meaning drinks, and lots of alcoholic drinks! Eek!! I'm anxious about that, I don't want to be messing up my plan to lose weight! My friend says it's alright i won't gain any weight but how does he know?! He's always been really slim and has never put any weight on no matter what the guy eats! I can't afford to mess up my progress, not now :(
Friday, 1 July 2011
Thoughts in the night...
It's currently 4am in the morning and I can't sleep. I would've thought that with the weight loss I would have improve my insomnia even just a little but it seems that there is no cure to it. Oh well .
I've been thinking about myself in the past week, and how I've been bait lazy with exercise lately. Thankfully I still keep up with my healthier diet so it's not like I'm suddenly gaining back all those pounds I worked so hard to lose. However, after looking at an old photo of a picture if me in college in march it made me cringe at how fat I was. This is really making me want to continue with my weight loss ! Another key motivator is this blog... I guess after reading back all the posts I've written about the hard work and effort I put into losing weight it felt wrong to give up. Besides, I couldn't face myself if I had to write here that I've gained all this weight back. THAT WOULD BE DISAPPOINTING.
My weight so far is not bad, lately getting to 13st 12lbs. I am quite pleased with this, but still quite a bit to go! Ill think by the time I reach 12st I will reward myself a little and when I reach 10st or 11st (depending if I feel if I'm quite healthy at 11 ir I need to lose more) I will really reward myself!
I don't know how much muscle I want to have... I know I definitely want to slim up, but I don't want to be skinny! Maybe I'll have some but be quite toned with it.
I've been thinking about myself in the past week, and how I've been bait lazy with exercise lately. Thankfully I still keep up with my healthier diet so it's not like I'm suddenly gaining back all those pounds I worked so hard to lose. However, after looking at an old photo of a picture if me in college in march it made me cringe at how fat I was. This is really making me want to continue with my weight loss ! Another key motivator is this blog... I guess after reading back all the posts I've written about the hard work and effort I put into losing weight it felt wrong to give up. Besides, I couldn't face myself if I had to write here that I've gained all this weight back. THAT WOULD BE DISAPPOINTING.
My weight so far is not bad, lately getting to 13st 12lbs. I am quite pleased with this, but still quite a bit to go! Ill think by the time I reach 12st I will reward myself a little and when I reach 10st or 11st (depending if I feel if I'm quite healthy at 11 ir I need to lose more) I will really reward myself!
I don't know how much muscle I want to have... I know I definitely want to slim up, but I don't want to be skinny! Maybe I'll have some but be quite toned with it.
Tuesday, 28 June 2011
When the sun goes down...
It's 2am and I can't sleep. And I should be up for 10 am because I'm forced to do something for my mum.
I haven't been blogging really that often lately, I just don't find anything worth blogging about my weightless recently. The only news I can give about my journey to a slimmer me would be I did lose 2 stones finally, reaching one of my small targets. However my mum does think I'm going too fast and slow down with it. I'm kinda half and half on that. I'm glad I've been losing weight at quite a fast pace ( about 2st in 2 months) but I'm worried about if I'm going to sustain the weight as I've read that fast weightloss results in Increased chance of putting it back on again. Another is excess skin! Although to be fair I don't think my skin will sag, it was never that stretched anyway ( unlike morbidly obese people)
So I finally got Selena Gomez' new album When the sun goes down and I'm LOVING it!!! About 7/12 songs are absolutely amazing the others are good. I wOuld give her album personally 11/10!!!
I haven't been blogging really that often lately, I just don't find anything worth blogging about my weightless recently. The only news I can give about my journey to a slimmer me would be I did lose 2 stones finally, reaching one of my small targets. However my mum does think I'm going too fast and slow down with it. I'm kinda half and half on that. I'm glad I've been losing weight at quite a fast pace ( about 2st in 2 months) but I'm worried about if I'm going to sustain the weight as I've read that fast weightloss results in Increased chance of putting it back on again. Another is excess skin! Although to be fair I don't think my skin will sag, it was never that stretched anyway ( unlike morbidly obese people)
So I finally got Selena Gomez' new album When the sun goes down and I'm LOVING it!!! About 7/12 songs are absolutely amazing the others are good. I wOuld give her album personally 11/10!!!
Saturday, 25 June 2011
Thursday, 16 June 2011
Current obessions with katy perry and selena gomez & the scene
I LOVE KATY PERRY and SELENA GOMEZ!!! but recently i am loving them even more because...
1. Katy perry releases Last friday night TGIF video recently and i LOVE it! and it made me like rebecca black more now! watch the video! I am now re-bashing her album and i WANT WANT WANT to go see her in october! (but no money! )
2. Selena Gomez is amazing and shes releasing her next album soon WHEN THE SUN GOES DOWN. i already love Who says, and im liking Bang Bang Bang , so i cant wait for the whole album in about 2- 3 weeks. I love her last 2 albums and my fave song of selena will always be Naturally :)
1. Katy perry releases Last friday night TGIF video recently and i LOVE it! and it made me like rebecca black more now! watch the video! I am now re-bashing her album and i WANT WANT WANT to go see her in october! (but no money! )
2. Selena Gomez is amazing and shes releasing her next album soon WHEN THE SUN GOES DOWN. i already love Who says, and im liking Bang Bang Bang , so i cant wait for the whole album in about 2- 3 weeks. I love her last 2 albums and my fave song of selena will always be Naturally :)
long time no blog
so ive not blogged in a while, and i dont really know why to be honest...
so on monday, my weight had weighed at 14st 8.5 lbs which i was quite happy with... but on a negative note, i dont really seem to see anything coming off my face! i can tell my body has shrunken no doubt there, i am able to wear medium shirts and tops. :) but everytime i look in the mirror i still see the fat chubby face , looking the same still as when i was 16 or 18 stones. Why wont you lose anything!? its frustrating!!!
ive being trying this new cardio exercise that ive learnt which is really high intense and kills me straight away and i want to see how much i will lose this week. If uneffective, i might go back to running, although the other reason for doing this exercise this week is so i can give my sore legs some time to rest) I think ive also developed an obsession with the scales, every morning i wake up im trying to find the bathroom scales but unfortunately its gone missing ( or it could be in my parents room, but it is always locked). i guess this is a sign!? maybe its probably telling me to stop obsessing over it and weigh only once a week.
so on monday, my weight had weighed at 14st 8.5 lbs which i was quite happy with... but on a negative note, i dont really seem to see anything coming off my face! i can tell my body has shrunken no doubt there, i am able to wear medium shirts and tops. :) but everytime i look in the mirror i still see the fat chubby face , looking the same still as when i was 16 or 18 stones. Why wont you lose anything!? its frustrating!!!
ive being trying this new cardio exercise that ive learnt which is really high intense and kills me straight away and i want to see how much i will lose this week. If uneffective, i might go back to running, although the other reason for doing this exercise this week is so i can give my sore legs some time to rest) I think ive also developed an obsession with the scales, every morning i wake up im trying to find the bathroom scales but unfortunately its gone missing ( or it could be in my parents room, but it is always locked). i guess this is a sign!? maybe its probably telling me to stop obsessing over it and weigh only once a week.
Friday, 10 June 2011
Walk
So instead of running today I walked for a total of 3.5 hours.. Wow. Although this wasn't intentional, but I guess walking for that long must helped a bit right?
Tuesday, 7 June 2011
suprised
im so surprised i am still keeping with my workouts and diet, i'd thought i wouldve quit after the second week! trying on my brothers shirt and actually kinda fitting into it ( hes skinny) really motivates me to continue and never giving up. remember, never give up on your goals, you can achieve most things if you set your mind to it. :)
Monday, 6 June 2011
new week, battle with weight still continues
so from last week, ive gotten down to 14 st 12 lbs.. this is good progress i guess? my legs do hurt a bit recently, might have over worked them whilst running... gotta be more careful
Thursday, 2 June 2011
doing it in the night
i worked out in the night for once today! i dont usually do this, but i was up early to go catch a train to nottingham with my mum to look at an accomodation and didnt get back till 6. then i had to revise abit and do some other stuff, which led me working out at 9.30!
Eating habit
I think I may be starting to control my eating habits, at first It was really hard to stay of the junk food but I think I'm starting to control it!
Wednesday, 1 June 2011
Cheat a little
So I'm making good progress in my weightless , so I decided to treat myself abut and have something unhealthy. I had one ginger biscuit and some Asian sweet thing which I have no idea what it is but it's NIICE!
Tuesday, 31 May 2011
i think its working..
i wanted to see if i have lost any weight , so i went and tried some trouser that normally i wouldnt be able to squeeze into. but this time it wasnt like that. i was quite chuffed so i went and bought it :)
dont get me wrong, i STILL have a long way to go, but its nice to be able to fit into something and stress about the size.
dont get me wrong, i STILL have a long way to go, but its nice to be able to fit into something and stress about the size.
Junk food cravings!!
I just want junk food. Like now. Too bad I can't, may have to wait till my cheat day to have a bit
Monday, 30 May 2011
Its too slow!!
Just weighed myself and in the past week I've only lost a pound.. So from 15st 1 lb to just 15st . This is really not that pleasing, especially when I lost like 4 pounds one week :(
Sunday, 29 May 2011
Biggest loser and Darren criss ..
So I was randomly watching biggest loser uk and theres this woman that got eliminated, yet 3 months later it showed her again and she looked sooo slim!!!. She lost 4 and a half stones ! I wish I could do the same, major boost in my motivation right now! And Darren criss is just my obsession right now he's Just soo cute!!
Jogging with little sister
So my sister came jogging because she wanted to lose some weight to. But by the time we jogged for a minute she stopped and said "fuck this" and started waking all the back. Fucking hilarious!!! Btw this is my first post on my new iPhone!!! :D
Saturday, 28 May 2011
Cheating
So it was my birthday yesterday but my family came and celebrated it today suprising me when I got home. They brought out a nice birthday cake and I was a bit weary of it first but not wanting to steP on anyone's toes I went ahead and ate a small slice. Hopefully I didn't put any weight on but it sucks that I couldn't eat the whole dam delicious cake!!!! Okay, rant over :)
Friday, 27 May 2011
Josh Peck - Big inspiration
He inspires me to lose all my weight and he look absolutely hot. ;)
BTW - i am gay lol
BTW - i am gay lol
Envy
you know those people who eat loads of crap and never put much or anything on? i do. MY SISTER. And some people may say that those types of people exercise all the time to cancel out the things they eat but my sister hardly does any and still stay slim. Why did she get the amazing fat burning genes and i get the not-so-great-at-burning-fat genes.
BUT apparently the fat that i have is proportioned equally in my body whereas other people may have most of their fat in their belly or their ass or their thighs ... I dont know if this is an advantage or not. it probably isnt.
BUT apparently the fat that i have is proportioned equally in my body whereas other people may have most of their fat in their belly or their ass or their thighs ... I dont know if this is an advantage or not. it probably isnt.
Kids
Ive decided that if i were to have any kids in the distant future, i am so making sure they eat pretty healthly and exercise daily... I would never put any future children of mine to go through obesity which could lead to so many problems ive endured.
saving time...
So i was waiting for the bus to come so i could get home from town, but i thought why not save time by running back home? im glad i did it, because i was able to get home, workout whilst doing it and meaning i dont have to do it later....
i was also in town to get my ears pierced but the place was closed till tuesday so i gotta wait till then :(
i was also in town to get my ears pierced but the place was closed till tuesday so i gotta wait till then :(
Thursday, 26 May 2011
The saturdays- Notorious
I am currently LOVING this song by The Saturdays!!! its also currently being repeatedly bashed on my ipod constantly especially during my workout!!!
Check it out!!
Check it out!!
Pho, the best noodle soup ive ever had
Being half Vietnamese, i do have the benefit of having tried home cooked Pho and i gotta say it is one of the most fufilling and tasteful dishes ive ever had. Not to mention it is quite healthy :) (although im not sure about the rice noodles, they may be high in carbs) i prefer chicken Pho, but beef is nice too
Eurgh, still disgustingly obese
just randomly hating my obesity...
its been a month ish of working out and dieting, yet its gonna be loooong before i see any changes but i am still persevering with my workout :) 30 mins of cardio and 20 mins of weightlifting today, was exhausting
its been a month ish of working out and dieting, yet its gonna be loooong before i see any changes but i am still persevering with my workout :) 30 mins of cardio and 20 mins of weightlifting today, was exhausting
i want kimchi
Now i just need to find it in the UK, and im pretty sure id have to go to a ASIAN cash and carry store but the thought of going there scares me... (im too white even if im asian) i might try ASDA but if not then Wing Fat here i come
UPDATE: i found it in an asian store, and it is soo NIIIIIICCCCEEEEE!!!!!!!
Wednesday, 25 May 2011
i dont want to show my face to everyone...
i still hate the fact i look like a whale, and i dont want to show this body to anyone. My friends keep pestering me to come over but i just cant face having to show my fat face to anyone until ive lost a significant amount of weight. Its one of the reasons i dont want to attend my college prom or attend a last leaver's meal with my friends (were all going our seperate ways ).
Tuesday, 24 May 2011
dancing !
I do enjoy walking, jogging, using the cross trainer and lifting weight to help with my weightloss... But if there is one thing i love doing is dancing, and i mean dancing like hip hop. I wish i could join a class but i am quite shy to go and join one. Maybe one day...
There was this guy that came around to my house asking anyone who wanted to take karate lessons and i told him to come back another day to see if any of my siblings wanted to do it. He hasnt come back yet, and i wish he could because i would so love to learn how to beat the CRAP out of people!! haha joking of course... but it does look fun and i need something new to help aid in my weightloss :)
There was this guy that came around to my house asking anyone who wanted to take karate lessons and i told him to come back another day to see if any of my siblings wanted to do it. He hasnt come back yet, and i wish he could because i would so love to learn how to beat the CRAP out of people!! haha joking of course... but it does look fun and i need something new to help aid in my weightloss :)
just weighed myself
So i know that you shouldnt weigh yourself on a carpet because it wont give you an accurate reading and that you shouldnt weigh yourself too often (recommended once per week) but i just felt like i had to weigh myself. So i was shocked to see myself gain half a stone in a day!! Fortunatley i was weighing in my room with carpet flooring so i went downstairs to a hard surface and weighed myself again. yup, im still at the same weight of 15st 1 lb THANK GOODNESS.
Trying to be positive
So yeah, i thought that i making progress with the weightloss, some of my old clothes that i thought was too tight had become looser, even my blazer that i wore for prom in high school 2 years back was becoming loose on my body. However after having my last biology lesson in college (AM GONNA MISS SOME PEOPLE!! Especially Gloria, she was so cool) i took a picture with my friend Gloria. Usually i would never allow my picture to be taken because i would be very self cousious of myslef but today i thought "why not, i lost abit a weight, i surely wouldnt look to bad" After the photograph was taken i looked at the photo and gasped to myself in my head. My face still looked really fat and ugly and it looked as if i didnt make any progress. This got me a little down for a bit but then i remembered watching a youtube video by Johneepixels7 and i quickly searched the video on youtube on my phone. His words reassured me that i could be down about it or do something about it. Johneepixels7 is such a lovely guy, and i am gratefull to have found his youtube channel as he is one of the main reasons that i was able to get over my depression. His happy approach to life had helped me re-evaluate my own life and i very thank-full for that. One day i want to thank him personally.(check his channel out! http://www.youtube.com/user/johneepixels7 ) I had also realised that even though i did lose a bit of weight i am still very far from my weight goal and i shouldnt let this discourage me. so here i am persevering with this and hopefully this will pay off.
My ugly past....
I am Obese. There. I've said it.
You know, they say that one of the first steps to recovery is to admit to your problems and my main problem in my weight. I hate this fact about me so much that for about a month i had become depressed in March 2011. Ihated correct word> Despised myself and my body, and in the month of March where i had finished my performance of my A2 Drama performance i had become someone who would go home, look in the mirror and cry all night in my bed. OMG... Im a little bit tearing up from writing this really painful experience. I am somewhat of an hypocrite. I used to look at depressed people and the idea of self harm and think to myself "why cant you just be happy?" i thought as the same as everyone who were just a single-minded and thought self harm were just a way to gain attention. After going through my depression i know now that it is not the case. I had self harmed myself quite a few times during one the the most difficult days of my depression and i do have the scars (although fading). During self harming, i found it was a way to help relieve some of my emotional pain that i felt, the feeling of being a "FATASS" and "FUGLY" and that in a way i was punishing myself because i had allowed myself to become so obese. I pushed my friends away, became really quite and didnt feel like speaking much about anything. I didnt feel like life was worth living at all as a fat teen, and my closest friends sensed this. thinking back, it was quite obvious that i was depressed. In general i am a very happy guy who enjoys life, always smiling. My friends would ask what was wrong with me and i would hide the truth ans tell them everything was fine. The interesting thing was that in my college lessons, i was less obvious and that most people was oblivious to the fact i was hurting deep inside. However i think that it maybe the fact that in lessons, it had distracted me temporarily from my growing pain and i could focuss on something else.... but once that had finished i was was consumed with my emotions again.
i would say that i had never felt anything like this before, and the pain of looking at a mirror and looking at my fat chubby round face, my huge arms, my disgusting man-boobs, my fat belly, my humongous ass and legs really used to get me tearing up all the time. i hated looking at myself so much that i wouldnt dare to take another look at myself and any references to fat people made me very self consious. One very painful memory would be during my depression, i would be dragged into the city center by my friends and whilst we were walking, my friends told me to look around and then pointed to a fat obese asian guy and said " Look, its you." I know that they didnt mean in a rude way at all but the minute i heard this i had shouted at my friend to shut up and went into a store and started crying. i COULD NEVER FORGET THIS MOMENT. i got home and cried and cried and cried. i took out the sharp metal end of a pencil sharpener and started cutting myself.
Ofcourse i eventually got over my depression and it wasnt till mid april i decided to do something about this weight. I wasnt going to let it rule my life forever and i knew that things had to be changed. Initially weighing about 18stones last year when i started going to the gym (although after about a few months i had to quite because i couldnt really afford to fork out 25 pounds a month... im a teen!) i got lazy and gained a little back. after re-weighing myself a year later in April i weighed at 16st 4lb which is better than last year but ultimately i have got ALOT to lose before being a healthier weight (healthy weight for me would be around 9-10st). Through currently eating healthier and exericising i have gotten myself down to 15st 1lb as of 23/05/2011 which i feel is making progess but still along way to go.
BTW i never told anyone why i got depressed, not even to my best friend although maybe one day i will..
You know, they say that one of the first steps to recovery is to admit to your problems and my main problem in my weight. I hate this fact about me so much that for about a month i had become depressed in March 2011. I
i would say that i had never felt anything like this before, and the pain of looking at a mirror and looking at my fat chubby round face, my huge arms, my disgusting man-boobs, my fat belly, my humongous ass and legs really used to get me tearing up all the time. i hated looking at myself so much that i wouldnt dare to take another look at myself and any references to fat people made me very self consious. One very painful memory would be during my depression, i would be dragged into the city center by my friends and whilst we were walking, my friends told me to look around and then pointed to a fat obese asian guy and said " Look, its you." I know that they didnt mean in a rude way at all but the minute i heard this i had shouted at my friend to shut up and went into a store and started crying. i COULD NEVER FORGET THIS MOMENT. i got home and cried and cried and cried. i took out the sharp metal end of a pencil sharpener and started cutting myself.
Ofcourse i eventually got over my depression and it wasnt till mid april i decided to do something about this weight. I wasnt going to let it rule my life forever and i knew that things had to be changed. Initially weighing about 18stones last year when i started going to the gym (although after about a few months i had to quite because i couldnt really afford to fork out 25 pounds a month... im a teen!) i got lazy and gained a little back. after re-weighing myself a year later in April i weighed at 16st 4lb which is better than last year but ultimately i have got ALOT to lose before being a healthier weight (healthy weight for me would be around 9-10st). Through currently eating healthier and exericising i have gotten myself down to 15st 1lb as of 23/05/2011 which i feel is making progess but still along way to go.
BTW i never told anyone why i got depressed, not even to my best friend although maybe one day i will..
What Im here for...
So im starting this personal blog to document my journey to achieving weight loss. I feel that i should document my journey in some way, but i wasnt sure how to do it. At first i thought i should tweet about it in my twitter which is here > http://twitter.com/luwingkit93 but i mainly use twitter to tweet about random shit. Plus i dont feel like posting anything about weight loss on it as it is a very personal thing to be discussing and i dont really quite like the idea of random people reading about it. Also people dont want to hear me rant on myself about this....
So..... this is where this blog came about! i love the title i gave it, this is almost like a diary. As i said before this is just my own personal blog where i just write about lossing wieght and i dont expect to have anyone reading this but if you do end up passing by and happen to read it then feel free to do so. I dont mind.
So..... this is where this blog came about! i love the title i gave it, this is almost like a diary. As i said before this is just my own personal blog where i just write about lossing wieght and i dont expect to have anyone reading this but if you do end up passing by and happen to read it then feel free to do so. I dont mind.
The background story....
So... im kinda new to this blogging thing....
Introductions first i guess....
Hi! My name is Wingkit but i'd prefer to be called Kit. Im a British teen living in Manchester, England and i am just about to finish college and hopefull go to Nottingham Trent University in October to do a couse in Interior Architecture and Design. I am also going to be 18 soon which means im techniquely an "adult" but i dont feel like one, not yet anyways.
Introductions first i guess....
Hi! My name is Wingkit but i'd prefer to be called Kit. Im a British teen living in Manchester, England and i am just about to finish college and hopefull go to Nottingham Trent University in October to do a couse in Interior Architecture and Design. I am also going to be 18 soon which means im techniquely an "adult" but i dont feel like one, not yet anyways.
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