Tuesday, 24 May 2011

Trying to be positive

So yeah, i thought that i making progress with the weightloss, some of my old clothes that i thought was too tight had become looser, even my blazer that i wore for prom in high school 2 years back was becoming loose on my body. However after having my last biology lesson in college (AM GONNA MISS SOME PEOPLE!! Especially Gloria, she was so cool)  i took a picture with my friend Gloria. Usually i would never allow my picture to be taken because i would be very self cousious of myslef but today i thought "why not, i lost abit a weight, i surely wouldnt look to bad" After the photograph was taken i looked at the photo and gasped to myself in my head. My face still looked really fat and ugly and it looked as if i didnt make any progress. This got me a little down for a bit but then i remembered watching a youtube video by Johneepixels7 and i quickly searched the video on youtube on my phone. His words reassured me that i could be down about it or do something about it. Johneepixels7 is such a lovely guy, and i am gratefull to have found his youtube channel as he is one of the main reasons that i was able to get over my depression. His happy approach to life had helped me re-evaluate my own life and i very thank-full for that. One day i want to thank him personally.(check his channel out! http://www.youtube.com/user/johneepixels7 ) I had also realised that even though i did lose a bit of weight i am still very far from my weight goal and i shouldnt let this discourage me. so here i am persevering with this and hopefully this will pay off.

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