i dont want to show my face to everyone...

i still hate the fact i look like a whale, and i dont want to show this body to anyone. My friends keep pestering me to come over but i just cant face having to show my fat face to anyone until ive lost a significant amount of weight. Its one of the reasons i dont want to attend my college prom or attend a last leaver's meal with my friends (were all going our seperate ways ).