It's currently 4am in the morning and I can't sleep. I would've thought that with the weight loss I would have improve my insomnia even just a little but it seems that there is no cure to it. Oh well .
I've been thinking about myself in the past week, and how I've been bait lazy with exercise lately. Thankfully I still keep up with my healthier diet so it's not like I'm suddenly gaining back all those pounds I worked so hard to lose. However, after looking at an old photo of a picture if me in college in march it made me cringe at how fat I was. This is really making me want to continue with my weight loss ! Another key motivator is this blog... I guess after reading back all the posts I've written about the hard work and effort I put into losing weight it felt wrong to give up. Besides, I couldn't face myself if I had to write here that I've gained all this weight back. THAT WOULD BE DISAPPOINTING.
My weight so far is not bad, lately getting to 13st 12lbs. I am quite pleased with this, but still quite a bit to go! Ill think by the time I reach 12st I will reward myself a little and when I reach 10st or 11st (depending if I feel if I'm quite healthy at 11 ir I need to lose more) I will really reward myself!
I don't know how much muscle I want to have... I know I definitely want to slim up, but I don't want to be skinny! Maybe I'll have some but be quite toned with it.
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