When the sun goes down...

It's 2am and I can't sleep. And I should be up for 10 am because I'm forced to do something for my mum.
I haven't been blogging really that often lately, I just don't find anything worth blogging about my weightless recently. The only news I can give about my journey to a slimmer me would be I did lose 2 stones finally, reaching one of my small targets. However my mum does think I'm going too fast and slow down with it. I'm kinda half and half on that. I'm glad I've been losing weight at quite a fast pace ( about 2st in 2 months) but I'm worried about if I'm going to sustain the weight as I've read that fast weightloss results in Increased chance of putting it back on again. Another is excess skin! Although to be fair I don't think my skin will sag, it was never that stretched anyway ( unlike morbidly obese people)
So I finally got Selena Gomez' new album When the sun goes down and I'm LOVING it!!! About 7/12 songs are absolutely amazing the others are good. I wOuld give her album personally 11/10!!!

wow i did it!

yay! i finally hit one of my small targets! i finally got down to 14 st!!!

Current obessions with katy perry and selena gomez & the scene

I LOVE KATY PERRY and SELENA GOMEZ!!! but recently i am loving them even more because...

1. Katy perry releases Last friday night TGIF video recently and i LOVE it! and it made me like rebecca black more now! watch the video! I am now re-bashing her album and i WANT WANT WANT to go see her in october! (but no money!  )

2. Selena Gomez is amazing and shes releasing her next album soon WHEN THE SUN GOES DOWN. i already love Who says, and im liking Bang Bang Bang , so i cant wait for the whole album in about 2- 3 weeks.  I love her last 2 albums and my fave song of selena will always be Naturally :)

long time no blog

so ive not blogged in a while, and i dont really know why to be honest...
so on monday, my weight had weighed at 14st 8.5 lbs which i was quite happy with... but on a negative note, i dont really seem to see anything coming off my face! i can tell my body has shrunken no doubt there, i am able to wear medium shirts and tops. :) but everytime i look in the mirror i still see the fat chubby face , looking the same still as when i was 16 or 18 stones. Why wont you lose anything!? its frustrating!!!

 ive being trying this new cardio exercise that ive learnt which is really high intense and kills me straight away and i want to see how much i will lose this week. If uneffective, i might go back to running, although the other reason for doing this exercise this week is so i can give my sore legs some time to rest) I think ive also developed an obsession with the scales, every morning i wake up im trying to find the bathroom scales but unfortunately its gone missing ( or it could be in my parents room, but it is always locked). i guess this is a sign!? maybe its probably telling me to stop obsessing over it and weigh only once a week.

Walk

So instead of running today I walked for a total of 3.5 hours.. Wow. Although this wasn't intentional, but I guess walking for that long must helped a bit right?

suprised

im so surprised i am still keeping with my workouts and diet, i'd thought i wouldve quit after the second week! trying on my brothers shirt and actually kinda fitting into it ( hes skinny) really motivates me to continue and never giving up. remember, never give up on your goals, you can achieve most things if you set your mind to it. :)

new week, battle with weight still continues

so from last week, ive gotten down to 14 st 12 lbs.. this is good progress i guess? my legs do hurt a bit recently, might have over worked them whilst running... gotta be more careful

doing it in the night

i worked out in the night for once today! i dont usually do this, but i was up early to go catch a train to nottingham with my mum to look at an accomodation and didnt get back till 6. then i had to revise abit and do some other stuff, which led me working out at 9.30!

Eating habit

I think I may be starting to control my eating habits, at first It was really hard to stay of the junk food but I think I'm starting to control it!

Cheat a little

So I'm making good progress in my weightless , so I decided to treat myself abut and have something unhealthy. I had one ginger biscuit and some Asian sweet thing which I have no idea what it is but it's NIICE!